i cant trust you.
i dont believe how someone can tell you how much they wanna be with you in the front and yet behind you.. ohk you dont wanna know. but sometimes, i just feel so betrayed. like someone you trust so much to do something you wouldnt even imagine in your wildest dreams. like you expect that person to be the best he can be, and yet, in the end all you get is disappointment & sometimes a broken heart. you think he's one thing in front of you, but he's not. you expect that person, to be better than he is. to be a better person than he seems. but no, the truth will hit you in the face, like when shit hits the fan. and then only you'll realise that, no he's not the one for you. no, he's not the person you think he is. and that he's just like any other passing face you see on the streets, fake & unrealistic.
im not your stand-in. i know im better than that. so dont come. dont come.
yours truly